Start to type Diari

I am diari princess? No! i like to write my diari but because the technology world now. everybody busy with the handphone & notebook. So i just Choice to type in at notebook.
My happy & sadnees drop it down make me feel for comfortable.
I should happy because have a new life now, but feel not secure. Have a bit scarely but lucky have girl friend at my side keep give me a good opinion.
Sometimes thinking the few years life continue suddenly decide changing must more strong to accept & forgive. But i never turn back & regret.^^
Happy Everyday

Tonite is decide day

the Case almost more then 2 years. I decide tonite to settle it. my heart beat very fast, feel sad & want to cry, Hope to go sing K. Anyway if i not settle this issue how i going to my better life.
If i never find my self, how i can happy to my life.
For me life must be enjoy & happy. Not for the everyday think the sadness & the thing that you wish to forgive & forget.
Here i need to thank to all best girl friend very support me. This is make me feel i not alone at this earth.
Friendship & family for me the most important.
Gambarimasu..... new hair cut new life....
Sad need time to cure it ^^
Memory still is lovely thing......
Better one sure at infront.... just believe my self the happy will be my side. ^^

Love Step

1) Love is like a groom a flower, If love is so easy like a flower,
~ then i think everyone will more happy, but the fate is not like so easy ~

Who am I

Try the facebook Quiz for me is quite true at this moment.

What Color is your personality ?
MELON Color - You are a very shy person. But you are also very compassionate and kind. You love to help other people, and you are very selfless. If someone is hurt, you are always the first one to help even if you don't know them. However, you are very timid, so you don't have many friends. If you want to be someone's friend, tell them. Trust me, they want to be your friend too. Your motto: "Others before me."


What Color is your heart ?
The Crimson Heart is assertive, brave, energetic, action-oriented, intelligent, individualistic, independent, impulsive, full of strength, competitive, eager, straightforward, forceful, headstrong, pioneering, a leader, focused on the present and freedom-loving. They can also sometimes be intemperate, violent, impatient, fiery, rash, extreme, and arrogant.

When Will get married ?
If you get married around this age then you have some good experience around the oppisite gender! You should just make sure that the person your with is your soul mate!


What is my past life ?
In your past life you were Queen Elizabeth I. In this life you continue to have strong relationships with friends, have a conservative disposition, use your sexuality to gain power, and are careful to not take sides.


What Disney Princess Are you?
Cinderella You are Cinderella, the most beautiful princess ever. You have exceptionally high standards and are willing to work hard and make sacrifices to achieve your dreams. Lucky for you, your prince is just around the corner..

In the Love Mood

Love is need

Love is lost something

Because this we like to hear Love song

No matter now in Love

No matter you love him more

or

No matter he Love you more

Love or people Love you is a happiness

Love need a break

Good story ending can't too dreaming

Leave me alone have a big crying

Ending with no meaning, my heart still with you

That day leave you, have leave you few word

Now give me a big blow wing

Can't confirm my heart, my feeling tomorrow dont know where i am

ThinkinG ^@^

This few day i think too much for a lot thing. But until now also empty result. I feel my self almost go in to the deep & bigger hole until cant breath. Until this moment i understand the reason & thing happen, but my heart & my mind not enough strong. I sad because my friend ask me same case opinion, i give strong opinion to her, but when happen to my self i really cant make it.... haha... Are this is normal for all.... Easy to talk not easy to do.
I also dont want too moody because my best friend see me like this, they will worry me.. I dont want make trouble to them.
1) some problem you think is big but actually is not problem in they eyes.
2) some u feel is great but they will feel different.
3) different mind different thinking.
4) be a resposibility person is good then just talk
5) have apple but wish to taste orange
6) want make changing but scare to change
7) feel like but scare is different
8) saw sms thought is concern actually checking
9) make a call is sweet but make he/she think too much.
10) concern will be thinking is stragies
11) when want to do need a reason to support
12) the reason u think is enough but they think is bull shit
13) be support but they think you not

my meaning not only for lover, this happen in friend relationship.
Too many case in my mind now, i hope can be help my self & my friend^^
My Word is : Happy to life is the most important, as long u happy u can do ...

My New Hair New Life

Cut my hair from Long to this short Length is my second time after my primary school.
then i never cut my hair to short anymore, because my mum like my long hair. Long hair bring me to more confident. But i cut my hair this month 1/3/09.
The stylist keep ask me what my feel at the moment, my answer just cant say u do it. i believe you. i never say please dont cut so short.
What in my mind that time really didnt have... empty... when saw the floor a lot my hair .... i just say wah i have so much hair.... why i didnt sad?
Until today i also not feel sad for my hair accompany me so much time.
but i found out to my feel suddenly hope My New Hair will Bring new Life to me.
Hope give me more - lucky & successful......
Really hope all will be best^^