My Blog

I wish that I can always write my feelings in my blog. Anyways, update status on facebook, is more easy to let all my friend know my feeling and my thinking... so I'm not sure if i writing my blog have people read and see?

Move Production

I had joined MOVE PRODUCTION in the year of 2009. I'm now a Marketing Manager+Chorographer+Kids Modelling Trainer.

In the lesson, my student will receive individual assistance with improving their deportment and posture. They will aslo receive guidance with improving speech and communication skills. Television commercials, actuing skills and audition training are all included in our exciting training session, which also assist in the development of communication and public speaking skills.

Model & Chorographer

I have been a MODEL for five years. I feel proud because I achieved my own dream although I'm not famous like Amber Chia or Others, but i had lots of chance to do lots of show and magazines shoot. Since last year, i have another idea in this modeling line. Guess what?It's CHOROGRAPHER. I learn alot about music, stage design, lighting, dresser and styling work.

2009 Project i done :-

MS Mum 2009 Semi Final and Final

Luna Mid Year Show

Nikon Fashion Show

Hues Organic Salon Ad shoot

Nikon Photoshooting talk

Carefree Queen Contest

and a lots.

I'm very happy because all my show's at those very great location such as Mid valley & The Mines.

Not Easy

The time pass by every minute and every second. I'm trying to make myself have more activity, such as gym or reading. Sometimes, I can also gather with all my girl's friends. They're caring & helpful. By the way, I understand to forget somebody is not easy.
Now I'm trying my best to help my friend also, she also broke up. When she tell me her story, I feel so sad. Our feelings are all the same . She say i understand her, sure i understand because my feeling and my sadness same as her.
I feel so stupid to keep remain like this, wasted my time. But all my friend say is normal for it. Time will cure everything. So i also tell my best friend the same word everyone tell me.

The best change offer starts with a simple wishful dream

Everyone think me easy to fall in love. But my personally is not like this. I just friendly and happy go lucky only.

Mr Right & Wrong

From the previous i though myself is strong ,i can handler all the emotion easily, but the real is i am not strong as all my friend thinkings, some more worse. I feel tired & sad for myself, beacuse my happy go lucky character, I use so many years create out then sploit because of one guy. Totally suffer myself only. I know all this thing is silly, when after few month or few years thinking back sure can laughs until crazy because understand the all of this is stupid.

So i ask myself, know is stupid why keep doings, why need to sploit your self, i must love myself then anything. My face become more ugly now.

I really glad because all my friend keep stay behind support me, they use explaination, scold & accompany me. Because of that I keep disturd & talking some thing repeat thing until my self fadam also. But now my friend need my help, when i need them they beside me, if i not wakeup anymore how i go helping my friend? ' your dont have hair how to go make curle hair ? '

Here i want share a part of my Lovely sister send me from UK

Dear Sis,

Remember God had arrange somone for u, to spend your life with the "Mr. Right".. You wil definitely met some wrong one, before you meet the right one. Mr. Wrong is just temporary, they are not belong to you. That's why God just let them pass by in your life for a very short moment.. You have to have faith in yourself and believe in God that someone already arranged for you, waiting for you in front. Remember, the next one always will be a better one.. See, U met Mr 1, but he is not a good one. Then you met Mr N, who i think better than Mr 1, but he is not good enough. The next one will be definitely better than Mr N. Trust me.

"If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with..."

Remember, u promise to love yourself more than anyone. We know each other for 15 years.. We grow up together, we watched each other had our first bf, we watched each other broke up with bof, we watched each other hurted by the bad guys and cried so sadly.. It's part of life.. But I really hope I can watch you stand up and be strong after being hurted. We have to live in pride. We are born to be pampered and sayang by guys.. So, live like a princess, a very attractive women full of pride.

Sis, where is your arrogant?? Be graceful, live life to the fullest..

No one can help u if u not helping yourself.. I wish to see you smile again, confidently...

Remember, someone your Mr. Right is waiting for u in front.. :D

Now I want to thank everyone say same thing to me, I want wakeup, dont worry me. Because not valuable for i keep moody here. be strong and promise I have given to you all ^.^

Arigato For All Support

My side so many family & friend support, I dont want them to worry me anymore. The time really is cure for everything. The time pass everyday. If i still unhappy, my life will stuck there. Now YaneKKi are back. I will Love myself & take care myself.

Today is a day i must do a best, because the Day are no return, Yes you regret for something but this sure will have. Just take it is a part of your life, dont scare just face it.
The better one will reach to you in future, dont scare to lost anything.Now you live with all family & friend wishing. They wishing & hope you good & happy in your life. I have so many supported, i sure no need to crazy for you anymore. For the moment, no need thinking for anything because me & you already friend. Your selfish leave me behind. So i also must selfish to love my self better. Because tomorow coming you dont know what will happen.

'Arigato gozaimasu to all my Family & tomodachi'

Thank for you all always support me, beside me, chatting with me, planing activity to me & other. I so glad you all at my side support me.

Haha.... after i chief open my cafe, i will treat all my friend a special cup of coffee.

UnderstanDinG

This month really hard for me, everything happen too fast. Like roller coaster when you thinking your self is the one happiness suddenly the roller coaster turn to down bring all sadness. I wakeup lol, althought i still sad but really dont want to make all my friend worry about me. I also understanding if i still keep the sadness mood, i hard to Move On. The most important sad u need to live, Happy u need to live. Why you not choice the happy way. Happy not easy to get sick, the luck will always come to you.
Smile always bring the bright to you & to you love.
I dont hope my friend busy, they thinking of me. Planning activity to me... haha, i very appreciate all of them, spend a lot time for me.
I also dont hope keep sad, if this guy really love me, he sure will thinking & care me. Is i still continue tear just bring him a trouble only.
Tell to myself, i love him... i need support him as he request. Although i have scare a lot will lost him, but if he really the ending man for me. We will continue back together because the fate.

The always 'Tai Siu Ku PO' yanekki will be back soon ^.^